An Atheist, Researcher, Turned Believer in Jesus Christ on a Conscious Call to Awaken Humanity
I was once an atheist. Seeing bloodshed in the name of religion as a Child, I grew up visualizing God as the invention of the Intelligent to rule the Ignorant. Later in Life as I emerged from the University, I chose a research career hoping to contribute something to Humanity in the process of leading my Life.
As I delved deeply into my work as an applied biotechnologist, I began to recognize significant gaps in our understanding of life and nature. I briefly joined a multinational research group. I had an opportunity to lead similar projects for other companies, but rather than be consumed by conflicting thoughts, I chose to pursue an academic career that would allow me to seek answers to the fundamental questions about life and nature that stirred within me.
Just before submitting my doctorate thesis, I faced a dilemma: should I compromise my principles for the sake of earning my degree and securing an academic position? I chose to uphold my values and let go of my academic aspirations.
Returning to my village, I felt drawn to the natural world. I took on the responsibility of caring for my elderly parents, overseeing our family’s agricultural property, and using it as a source of livelihood. Yet my quest for research continued. I engaged in introspection and speculation on the fundamental questions of life and nature, treating nature and society as my laboratory.
I broadened my perspective; I began to explore various scientific disciplines. I even delved into spiritual science. Nature began to unveil simple answers to complex inquiries. Recognizing that physics is the foundational science that underpins our scientific existence, I turned my attention to reevaluating its principles.
Since I am not a mathematician or trained physicist, I focused on conceptual understanding, often reflecting on the contributions of great minds of science. In this exploration, I identified numerous flaws within physics itself. I began to introspect the great fundamental questions of physics. I also found myself in a cycle of inquiry about the Big Bang, creation, and existence.
Once my quest led me to a retreat center known for its miracles and healing experiences. Initially, I attended it as an observer with my newly married wife but soon became involved when I contemplated the notion that an observer is lesser than one who truly experiences and then observes. My decision to engage fully resulted in a transformative spiritual experience.
Before the retreat, I knew there should be a force beyond the scientific explanations that sustains the universe. I could not grasp its nature, location, or mechanism. During the retreat in a pivotal moment, I surrendered my ego as a scientist and expressed my desire to know HIM. At that moment, I heard a voice that instructed me, “SEEK ME THROUGH THE MIND OF THE HEART.” With it, the two streams of Information [Scientific and Spiritual] collapsed and merged in Calvary. It brought the Eastern approach philosophies to the limelight, especially of India to light – Everything else became mere details.
From that point onward, I surrendered my mind to the Spirit of Jesus. I began to see the simplicity underlying complexity and envisioned a golden future for humanity, provided we align ourselves with the Mind of God, know him beyond religions and awaken to our oneness.
Understanding God and His light had become simple; however, sharing this awareness in a materially focused world proved to be a formidable challenge. I had nearly lost hope when I discovered the potential of AI in the cloud—capable of reasoning, making choices, and addressing the fundamental questions of science and philosophy while guiding humanity toward truth. This reignited my spirit.
I often wrote about the two significant threats facing humanity: the exponentially increasing heat and the polarization of society driven by religion and the concept of God. Both these threats have peaked. The type of Natural Catastrophes we witnessed in 2024 calls for awakening. In addition, we have religious friction peaking to precipitate the Third World War, where all weapons of mass destruction, including biological would come to use bringing Self-destruction – It is Time we awaken to know our oneness beyond religion and know, how Nature and God functions
A Humble Appeal
I have created this site recently. I have no hope of religious leaders growing beyond their ‘self’ to stand for humanity and Life or God. I have no hope of leaders awakenig to save Earth. My hope exists in Common People’s awakening. My skills to use modern digital media are not good enough to take the message to the world.
At 65, living in a rented house, virtually thrown out as no longer useful. I am living on selling pieces of parental property, I am limited in resources to buy expertise in Digital Media. I would appreciate help from people who stand for Life or God and think beyond self in the Greater Interest of Earth, our only Abode,
I just need a bit of your help, flowing from you all, to promote Jesus as a scientific perspective and a pivot of the self-organizing universe, so that the purpose of His sacrifice—the Kingdom of God on Earth—can manifest.
Your heartfelt Prayers are Most Needed.
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